She backed out.. perhaps she doesn’t like hiking as much.. She said it was too cool and miserable outside… which I believe, but she said she couldn’t do really anything tonight. *laugh* I guess I wasn’t the only person doubting it. Well, Matt is dateless still! Who’s going to be my next challenger? ~ Matteu […]

Blind date?

Hows this for new changes? A girl, whom I don’t know too much about, asked me out. She agreed to go hiking with me. And in all honestly, I’m surprised I accepted. I think I accepted just because I’ve had so many things on my mind about girls and stuff, and I just accepted to… […]

The Offspring – Million Miles Away

There was a time Looking through myself Wanted to pretend If I escaped I could feel myself I don’t think you can Been far and wide But that hole inside Never really leaves I went away But I really lost Left behind was me Install in me Clear me on my way Ohhhhhhhh Ohh oh […]

Protected: The letter I sent Nagisa

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Life moves on, but is it going where I want?

There is a big party tonight, and I don’t know exactly if I want to go. I’m not sure what kind of mood I’m in right now. Todays been a generally interesting… perhaps sad day. Aubree called me earlier telling me she had a new cell phone and I brushed her off. She told me […]

Boku No Tenshi (5:38:55pm) : maybe this is for the best……for us…I mean me and you…really I think it is. I don’t wanna hurt you, and you don’t wanna hurt me. The best way is to just let it go. But why do I feel like we have broken up?? I just don’t understand. Was […]


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I asked a friend a couple days ago for a good subject to do a rant on… her response was, “Online Love.” I kinda turned her down at the time because I really didn’t know for myself. And I still really don’t understand it… I’ve been told by a couple people that I’m an exhibitionist. […]

Evil and good, and the human way.

Japan is reeling from a terrible tragedy this weekend. On Friday, a man entered an elementary school in Osaka and ran amock with a knife, killing 8 and injuring 13. The slain students were all first- and second-graders, aged 6 and 7, in what is one of the bleakest days in memory in Japan. Sometimes […]

New Web Page

Everybody, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!! Goto this website, and critique the basic design. Once I get the design down to where I like it, I’ll get to work on putting all my stuff on there. I might also move my journal over there, but I’m not sure yet… Depends on if I get any comments or […]