I don’t know why, but just tonight I’ve feel very melancholy… and I’m not sure why. Kind of a feeling that something is wrong. Could be that the night started with American Beauty on tv. While a great show, it always puts me into a what is life contiplative mood. I do hate my job, but that’s not new news. I just wish I could be doing something that makes a difference. Build something… create something… but instead I sit and don’t do anything. I did get to watch Kiki’s delivery service on T.V. though. I thought that was pretty awesome since I’ve never seen it before. (Sad, I know. Gotta love Studio Ghibli films.) I did some homework and worked.
Maybe I just need sleep. That’s probably it.