The only thing that told me it was Christmas was the calendar. It rained all day here, more rain than I have seen before. If you went anywhere, you came back covered in mud. It was unavoidable. I did get a box from Tina which was nice. It held some books and treats. One of the books is Bridge to Terabithia that I mentioned earlier… (too drained to link to it…)

I woke up and checked my email. They were all about work. So I worked all morning. I did do something for myself and after lunch watched the first 20 episodes of Stellvia of the Universe. I’m going to buy this one on dvd when I can. It helped cheer me up some. Well, it helped the day pass anyways.

There were things I wanted to do today… but I couldn’t bring myself to sit down and spend the time to do them. I almost didn’t write this. I’m not sure if it’s just me being out here or just me missing friends and family… or something else entirely. I don’t think it’s Christmas since I never even got into the Christmas Spirit or even expected anything from it. I tried to give where I could, but it’s so hard to do anything with such limited resources and time.

Either way, this is the price I pay for doing what I feel is right.

I hope you had a good Christmas. I hope the spirit encompassed you and made you happy. I hope you had some joy today.

Take care of yourself and I wish you the best. As of now, I’m just waiting for the month to pass. Nothing else.


About Matthew Jones

Writer, Programmer, Astronomer, Dreamer, Wisher, Fighter. Always striving to be better than I was.
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