Today I woke up to my parents (mom/step-dad) fighting. I was going to get up and go to Aubree’s, but I didn’t want to go out there and add my voice to the match, so I just went back to sleep. Afterwards I called Aubs and went out there. I even put on good smelling aftershave…. not that she noticed. *laugh* Oh well.
It was Corys’, Aubree’s little sisters’, birthday so I took her a teddy bear. Me and Aubree played with all the 14 year olds for a bit until they settled down to go to a movie. Aubree kept reminding them that I’m her EX, but I got over that. No matter how much I fool myself, she’s always there to remind me how sad my life really is. But at least I can still hang out with her and we can still be really good friends.
Also, the every beautiful Marie came over. I haven’t seen her in a while. It was nice. After Marie came over, we went to see a movie, but the theatres were jammed, so we went to Dee’s to get food instead. After Dee’s we came back and sat around wondering what to do. We decided to go … um.. get more food.. *boggle* I don’t know why, but we did. Made hamburger helper and croissants. With food, we watched Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon. Great movie. It was a little sad though.. Aubree wouldn’t sit next to me no matter how hard I tried. It was kinda annoying. Afterwards I left. Didn’t want to get them in trouble for staying too late, and I kinda wanted to get away. It’s hard having to remind myself that we’re not together. *sigh*
I don’t know.. I know I’m going to spend the rest of my time here flipping between being totally in love with her, and sad because we won’t get back together. I guess I deserve this.
Anyways… I guess I’m going to bed.
Oyasumi
Matt

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