Too many of my emotions have been in a constant state of flux lately and I’ve been unsure what I’ve been feeling or even if they’re real emotions and not just unsure interpretations of the result of a lot of change. There is nothing in my life that is like it was just two weeks ago. While I think almost every change has been for the better, it’s still taking a bit to get used to.
I think as things stabilize things will get better, but I don’t see it happening right away. I’m trying to take some steps to help gets some things working right, but the changes are transparent and won’t really be visible for a while. I probably won’t even know if my efforts are viable/successful for a while.
We’ll see. Wish me luck.